My Human Revolution

By: André de Wit

Region South-Netherlands

Chapter Eindhoven-Tilburg

District Eindhoven III

My name is André de Wit. I live in Waalre in the Netherlands and have been practising about four years. I am assistant-district-leader for the district Eindhoven 3 and also I am keibi on our beautiful national culture centre in Zeist. My age is 34.

On the first day of Easter this year (2005) I was to go with several of my district members to our CC to watch the monthly video of Sensei’s speech to the headquarters meeting. We would gather at the home of our district leader. Before I left home I did some daimoku for a safe trip and a good and relaxed video meeting. Little could I know that later that day I would be taken in emergency to the Catherine Hospital in Eindhoven.

In fact my day started like any other one. Getting up, doing gongyo, dress and prepare to go to Zeist. When I got up though, I did feel a slight pain in my left arm. I thought I might have slept on my arm and dismissed any worry. Except for that I felt fine.

Once I was in the car, my arm and shoulders felt al little stiff and painful. Well, that wasn’t the first time so I choose to ignore it. I thought for a moment that I might starting to get carsick so I was very happy when we arrived swiftly in Zeist. Because of circumstances we did miss gongyo though. So I decided to do gongyo quietly during the video. On the way back I got a pain on the chest and we stopped at a drive-in restaurant so I could regain my breath. I still didn’t think of a heart attack. I though it was hyperventilation. Even so, we decided to go on to Eindhoven but before we got there, the pain was already so heavy that I decided to stop and call for an ambulance. I was in terrible need of breath, pain on the chest. In my family we do have heart problems at a young age.

One of my English-speaking members tried to call for an ambulance, but was misunderstood. At that point a Dutch couple passed. They asked what was wrong and called for an ambulance right away. The ambulance arrived within 7,5 minutes. They took a heart film (ECG) and decided I should go to the Catherine hospital where I would be operated.

From the moment I heard the ambulance, I became very calm. All the time before I had been doing daimoku to remain calm and to be helped on time.

I also had to think of our senior members Mrs. Kotera and Leo Neven who both survived a massive heart attack two years ago. How they would have felt at the time.

Once in the hospital the nurse and the cardiologist told me that they couldn’t believe I was so calm when my heart was in such critical condition. According to the heart film I would have to be in panic but I was resting in peace. They couldn’t understand that. So this is the power of daimoku. However the doctor couldn’t do anything with his operation to cure my condition. My heart attack had been in the end of the vein and so he could do nothing but wait and hope that the hit area would remain as small as possible. For me this meant to ‘live through’ the heart attack.

I got an infuse with medicine and blood thinners to widen my veins. In the evening I was brought to the Maxima Medical Centre in Veldhoven. But just when you think it’s all right after all and that you will be transferred from ICU to a general department, I got on exactly the same place another heart attack. So I was brought to the Catherine Hospital again to have another operation. Some story as Sunday: ‘Sorry sir, we can’t reach the attack area. It we would do that anyway, we would damage more than now is already the case. So without operation I went back to Veldhoven. Just to get unconscious twice.

It appeared that they had pierced the vein in my groin and created a leak. So they put me with my legs upright and there was talked about to taken a scan. Fortunately the cardiologist stopped that and sent me directly to the ER. Otherwise I wouldn’t have survived! My blood pressure was 60/40 and I had lost about 2 litres blood. In the ER they gave me 2 litres blood and the doctor repaired the leak.

A week later I was with my parents to gain strength. I still walk a little difficult but I am improving.

It’s gonna take some time to participate actively on activities. First health!

President Ikeda also constantly tells us to take good care of our health. That health is the most important thing in life. Without it you can’t do any activities for kosen-rufu.

So I decided that I will do anything to recover as quickly as possible.

But first of all daimoku and then action.